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<br /><span style="font:12px &#34;Hiragino Mincho Pro&#34;,&#34;ヒラギノ明朝 Pro W3&#34;, &#34;平成明朝&#34;,&#34;HeiseiMincho&#34;,&#34;ＭＳ Ｐ明朝&#34;,&#34;MS PMincho&#34;, serif; ">&ldquo;Wildlife and Wild Woman are both endangered species&rdquo;<br />-Clarissa Pinkola Estes<br /><br /></span>Spring has sprung. And although a reluctant empath, I have bursted forth from my seed coat of safety and my warm, winter lair to traipse into the grasses and start gathering the wild things again. Violets are featured prominently of late and below, soon to be followed by the garlic mustard sitting on my counter that&rsquo;s begging for a pesto blend. The clover leaves + dandelions I saw today mean that flower wine time is not far behind.<br /><br /><p style="text-align:center;"><img class="imageStyle" alt="IMG_20190412_171514347" width="484" height="646" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry17-img_20190412_171514347.jpg" /><br />perennial purples - viola + muscari foreground, magnolia background.<br /><br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="IMG_20190414_135643348_HDR" width="484" height="646" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry17-img_20190414_135643348_hdr-2.jpg" /><br /><strong>wild violet syrup</strong><br />steep violets in near boiling water (petals only, all green parts removed // ~2 cups violets, 1-2 cups water, less water = richer color).<br />let steep for 24 hours in a glass bowl, covered with tea towel.<br />strain solids and reserve liquid. compost the petals.<br />make simple syrup with liquid, by warming gently in a bain marie with a 1: 1 ratio of sugar to liquid.<br />when sugar is dissolved decant into a bottle or jar. store in fridge.<br />enjoy with sparkling water or with a boozy counterpart. the gin-based &lsquo;aviation&rsquo; is a nice option ;)<br /><br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="IMG_20190421_143645318" width="484" height="646" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry17-img_20190421_143645318.jpg" /><br />Victorian Posy Cake, with <strong>candied wild violets</strong>.<br />to make candied flowers: select violets with large, showy petals. either the purple or white will do. pick with stems on.<br />store in jar with stems in water if traveling far before preparing.<br />separate an egg, beat the white subtly until frothy.<br />using a small, clean paintbrush, paint each petal with egg white, front and back.<br />sprinkle with granulated or caster sugar.<br />dry on parchment paper, on a plate or baking sheet.<br />decorate baked goods to heart&rsquo;s content.<br />*this cake also has a dusting of violet sugar (macerated violet petals and caster sugar).<br /></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>spring 2017.</title><dc:creator>Ali</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2018-10-25T17:50:57-04:00</dc:date><link>http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/41c43b53179fb3253466f3b95248fb53-16.html#unique-entry-id-16</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/41c43b53179fb3253466f3b95248fb53-16.html#unique-entry-id-16</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img id="load" src="%resource(mitlared.jpg)%">
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<span style="font:10px HiraMinPro-W6; font-weight:bold; color:#191919;font-weight:bold; "><br /></span><span style="font:12px HiraMinPro-W6; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">&ldquo;In no time at all, this will be the distant past.&rdquo;</span><br /><span style="font:12px &#34;Hiragino Mincho Pro&#34;,&#34;ヒラギノ明朝 Pro W3&#34;, &#34;平成明朝&#34;,&#34;HeiseiMincho&#34;,&#34;ＭＳ Ｐ明朝&#34;,&#34;MS PMincho&#34;, serif; ">-Father John Misty</span><span style="font:10px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; color:#191919;"><br /></span><span style="font:10px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; color:#191919;"><br /></span><p style="text-align:center;"><img class="imageStyle" alt="20170222_0845" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry16-20170222_0845.jpg" /><span style="font:10px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "><br /><br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="IMG_20170226_174005281" width="778" height="437" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry16-img_20170226_174005281.jpg" /><span style="font:10px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "><br /><br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="IMG_20170220_114911458" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry16-img_20170220_114911458.jpg" /><span style="font:10px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "><br /><br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="IMG_20170219_172811336" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry16-img_20170219_172811336.jpg" /><span style="font:10px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "><br /><br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="IMG_20170226_144434507_HDR" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry16-img_20170226_144434507_hdr.jpg" /><span style="font:10px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "><br /><br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="IMG_20170226_175948666" width="778" height="437" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry16-img_20170226_175948666.jpg" /><span style="font:10px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>nourish wildness.</title><dc:creator>Ali</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2016-06-25T11:23:00-04:00</dc:date><link>http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/a6c0875dda69fde01370ea06a32a6529-15.html#unique-entry-id-15</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/a6c0875dda69fde01370ea06a32a6529-15.html#unique-entry-id-15</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img id="load" src="%resource(colorcrop3.jpg)%">
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<span style="font:12px HiraMinPro-W6; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">&ldquo;There&rsquo;s a whisper on the night-wind, there's a star agleam to guide us,<br /></span><span style="font:12px HiraMinPro-W6; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">And the Wild is calling, calling . . . let us go.&rdquo;<br /></span><span style="font:12px &#34;Hiragino Mincho Pro&#34;,&#34;ヒラギノ明朝 Pro W3&#34;, &#34;平成明朝&#34;,&#34;HeiseiMincho&#34;,&#34;ＭＳ Ｐ明朝&#34;,&#34;MS PMincho&#34;, serif; ">-Robert William Service</span><br /><br />Arriving at the summer solstice, I&rsquo;ve been revisiting new year&rsquo;s resolutions at the midway point. Thinking a lot about personal patterns and behaviors that repeat season after season in slightly altered forms. What is the reason for repetition? How do we break the &ldquo;nostalgia for samsara&rdquo;? There is suffering in repetition, picking or tearing open old wounds...but I&rsquo;m noticing growth as well.<br /><br />Nostalgia and reflection have me pouring through hundreds of old photos from the past five years. Repetition and also growth. Motivation is realized in the patterns I see in my photographs that still inspire me, and I can notice change as well. Change in myself, in what I noticed then, in what I am noticing now.<br /><br />Tara Brach uses the acronym RAIN (recognize, allow, investigate, nourish) to understand and motivate personal transformation. This is my mantra as of late. In this realm, wild creativity abounds...and sharing some old favorites below during a period of investigation and nourishment.<br /><br /><p style="text-align:center;"><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="IMG_0784" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry15-img_0784.jpg" /><br />Montreal, August 2011.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="IMG_0977" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry15-img_0977.jpg" /><br />Detroit, October 2011.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140105_0159" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry15-20140105_0159.jpg" /><br />January 2014.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="doeverythingwithlove" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry15-doeverythingwithlove.jpg" /><br />Detroit, February 2014.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-02-18 16.31.11" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry15-2014-02-18-16.31.11.jpg" /><br />Detroit, February 2014.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-11-28 13.57.21" width="778" height="437" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry15-2014-11-28-13.57.21-2.jpg" /><br />Durham, NC, November 2014.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-08-24 18.06.57" width="692" height="922" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry15-2014-08-24-18.06.57.jpg" /><br />Detroit, August 2014.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 17.53.06" width="437" height="778" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry15-2015-02-15-17.53.06.jpg" /><br />Near Sao Jorge, Brazil, February 2015.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20151213_0309" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry15-20151213_0309.jpg" /><br />Red Hook, Brooklyn, December 2015.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20160312_0281" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry15-20160312_0281.jpg" /><br />Warwick, NY, March 2016.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20160426_0319" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry15-20160426_0319-3.jpg" /><br />April 2016.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="IMG-20160625-WA0001" width="908" height="510" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry15-img-20160625-wa0001.jpg" /><br />Brooklyn, June 2016 (finished flower medicine!).<br /><br /><br /></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>camping&#x2c; brooklyn style.</title><dc:creator>Ali</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2015-05-23T14:55:25-04:00</dc:date><link>http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/5d3258aa0abcc266c9ab3bca484828ea-13.html#unique-entry-id-13</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/5d3258aa0abcc266c9ab3bca484828ea-13.html#unique-entry-id-13</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img id="load" src="%resource(colorcrop3.jpg)%">
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<span style="font:12px HiraMinPro-W6; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">&ldquo;Everyone is the poet of their memories. Usually it's better to get things over with so you have the memory. But like the best poems, they're also never really finished because they gain new meaning as time reveals them in different lights. Maybe every memory is inside you from the beginning; they erupt and branch and merge in fantastic patterns, but if you really tried you could trace any one of them back to the same original.&rdquo; <br /></span><span style="font:12px &#34;Hiragino Mincho Pro&#34;,&#34;ヒラギノ明朝 Pro W3&#34;, &#34;平成明朝&#34;,&#34;HeiseiMincho&#34;,&#34;ＭＳ Ｐ明朝&#34;,&#34;MS PMincho&#34;, serif; ">-Richard Hell</span><span style="font:14px Georgia, serif; color:#121212;"><br /></span><br /><p style="text-align:center;"><br /></p><p style="text-align:left;">A little runaway, to Camp Gateway...<br /><br /></p><p style="text-align:center;"><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-05-22 18.57.06" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry13-2015-05-22-18.57.06.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-05-22 18.59.46" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry13-2015-05-22-18.59.46.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-05-22 19.00.04" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry13-2015-05-22-19.00.04.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-05-22 19.16.20" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry13-2015-05-22-19.16.20.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-05-22 19.20.29" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry13-2015-05-22-19.20.29.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-05-22 19.20.42" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry13-2015-05-22-19.20.42.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-05-22 20.04.54" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry13-2015-05-22-20.04.54.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-05-22 20.08.41" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry13-2015-05-22-20.08.41.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-05-22 20.09.27" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry13-2015-05-22-20.09.27.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-05-22 20.09.42" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry13-2015-05-22-20.09.42.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><br /></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>off the grid with super gringa.</title><dc:creator>Ali</dc:creator><category></category><dc:date>2015-02-28T11:04:29-05:00</dc:date><link>http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/b23c5dabd5efc8dd07bc97e2535c6b59-12.html#unique-entry-id-12</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/b23c5dabd5efc8dd07bc97e2535c6b59-12.html#unique-entry-id-12</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img id="load" src="%resource(colorcrop3.jpg)%">
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<hr>  <span style="font:12px HiraMinPro-W6; font-weight:bold; color:#000000;font-weight:bold; "><br />&ldquo;When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.&rdquo;<br /></span><span style="font:12px &#34;Hiragino Mincho Pro&#34;,&#34;ヒラギノ明朝 Pro W3&#34;, &#34;平成明朝&#34;,&#34;HeiseiMincho&#34;,&#34;ＭＳ Ｐ明朝&#34;,&#34;MS PMincho&#34;, serif; color:#000000;">-Paulo Coehlo<br /><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">I haven&rsquo;t read The Alchemist since I was at least 17, but I thought a quote from a Brasilian author was fitting given recent travels to the wilderness of  the southern hemisphere. There are many words I could use to describe the experience, but pictures are more appropriate. These below were taken with my phone, so they are not of the most incredible quality. What was of incredible quality was daily meditation, sunshine-soaked naked river swimming, star-gazing, papaya-eating from the nearby food forest, and authentic time spent with beautiful women friends (to whom I will forever affectionately be known as Gringa or Super Gringa). I think the universe is telling me to spend more of life sans electricity/utilities/screens/phone calls. And I am totally OK with that.<br /></span><p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:#000000;"><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-14 18.37.56" width="1037" height="583" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-14-18.37.56.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />En route to where we spent the majority of our time, near the village of Sao Jorge in </span><span style="color:#000000;"><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chapada_dos_Veadeiros_National_Park" rel="external">Chapada dos Veadeiros</a></span><span style="color:#000000;">. Locals and mystics believe this area has a special energy with frequent visits from supernatural/other-worldly beings, as it is on the same latitude as Macchu Picchu and there are clear, quartz crystals bursting forth from upturned soils.<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 11.31.23" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-11.31.23.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />Some years back, my friend Maina helped to build this earthen, mud dome!<br /></span></p><p style="text-align:left;"><span style="color:#000000;"><br /></span></p><p style="text-align:center;"><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 11.29.57" width="1037" height="583" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-11.29.57.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />Maina and Gabi inside the earthen mud dome, which has suffered the unfortunate effects of water damage over the years.<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 16.52.53" width="874" height="1556" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-16.52.53.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />Some scenery that surrounded us.<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 17.29.27" width="1037" height="583" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-17.29.27.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><a href="http://permaculturenews.org/2011/10/21/why-food-forests/" rel="external">Food forest</a></span><span style="color:#000000;"> behind my bedroom!<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 08.48.00" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-08.48.00.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />Food forest from another angle.<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 16.55.03" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-16.55.03.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />I learned that Brasilians will drive their cars over anything. Like this bridge which had 6-inch wide gaps between each board.<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 17.38.11" width="1037" height="583" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-17.38.11.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />One afternoon I took a solo-hike down to the Sao Miguel river on the property where we were staying. I found these branches especially enchanting.<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-16 12.55.37" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-16-12.55.37.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />Sao Miguel river!<br /></span></p><p style="text-align:left;"><span style="color:#000000;"><br /></span></p><p style="text-align:center;"><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 17.52.40" width="1037" height="583" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-17.52.40.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />River rocks with kettle holes.<br /><br /></span></p><p style="text-align:left;"><span style="color:#000000;">       </span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 17.48.54" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-17.48.54.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;">                   </span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 13.27.27" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-13.27.27.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br /></span></p><p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:#000000;">More river views, on different days from different places along the banks.<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 11.28.15" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-11.28.15.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />The neighboring home.<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 09.32.46" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-09.32.46.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />Native flora.<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 08.37.24" width="1037" height="583" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-08.37.24.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />View from my bedroom.<br />   <br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 08.46.58" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-08.46.58.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"> <br />We slept here!<br />   <br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-15 08.37.39" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-15-08.37.39.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />Another vista from the bedroom porch.<br /><br /><br />In contrast to the planned permaculture sites we visited in Chapada, I spent the last few days in another human-designed place, the planned city of </span><span style="color:#000000;"><a href="http://www.getty.edu/conservation/publications_resources/newsletters/28_1/brasilia.html" rel="self">Brasilia</a></span><span style="color:#000000;">. Built in 41 months, in the late 1950s, the city&rsquo;s buildings all have a deliberate, modernist feel. Despite my anxiety about wandering around alone with my minimal, garbled Portuguese I did take to the city to explore some modern art, architecture, and cloud-kissed skylines. In Brasilia they say that their sky is the sea!<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-21 13.05.56" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-21-13.05.56.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br /><br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-20 09.05.21" width="1037" height="583" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-20-09.05.21.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />National Congress.<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-20 09.50.24" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-20-09.50.24.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"> <br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-20 09.12.32" width="584" height="1038" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-20-09.12.32-2.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br /> </span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-20 09.40.22" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-20-09.40.22.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-20 10.38.14" width="1037" height="583" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-20-10.38.14.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />National Museum of the Republic.<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-20 11.30.25" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-20-11.30.25.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />Footprints of Brasilia (self-guided walking tour, created for the World Cup)<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-20 10.23.31" width="1037" height="583" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-20-10.23.31.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />Metropolitan Cathedral (from the outside).<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-20 12.05.37-1" width="532" height="946" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-20-12.05.37-2.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />Cathedral from the inside.<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="2015-02-21 14.26.58" width="583" height="1037" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry12-2015-02-21-14.26.58.jpg" /><span style="color:#000000;"><br />Television Tower, highest point in Brasilia.<br /></span></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>a light goes out on essex road.</title><dc:creator>Ali</dc:creator><dc:subject>writings&#x26;images.</dc:subject><dc:date>2014-08-02T11:31:19-04:00</dc:date><link>http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/8d03f098dbcc49b3374c20465eb85d4a-11.html#unique-entry-id-11</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/8d03f098dbcc49b3374c20465eb85d4a-11.html#unique-entry-id-11</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img id="load" src="%resource(colorcrop3.jpg)%">
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<hr>  <span style="font:12px HiraMinPro-W6; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><br />&ldquo;The wound is the place where the Light enters you.&rdquo; </span><span style="font:12px &#34;Hiragino Mincho Pro&#34;,&#34;ヒラギノ明朝 Pro W3&#34;, &#34;平成明朝&#34;,&#34;HeiseiMincho&#34;,&#34;ＭＳ Ｐ明朝&#34;,&#34;MS PMincho&#34;, serif; "><br />-Rumi</span><br /><br />Indiana came into our family home in February of 1999. She was born in Chester, CT , in December of 1998 to her momma, a black lab called Lulu. She was one of 11 or 12 puppies. When she was born, she was a tiny runt who couldn&rsquo;t breathe. She had a twin sibling, birthed in the same sac that did not make it. &ldquo;Lucky&rdquo; was saved via human resuscitation (thanks to Tyler) and was so small that she fit inside the pocket of a cargo pant, &lsquo;cause cargo pants were a thing in 1998.<br /><br />We held a family meeting and changed her name to Indiana--for Dr. Henry Walton &ldquo;Indiana&rdquo; Jones, Jr., Indy for short of course, an ode to the franchise of particular fondness to me and my brothers as children. I welcomed Indy very happily, reviving warm memories of growing up with Kilo, whom we had when I was born and died when I was about 11. It was nice to have a dog again; plus, Indy was social, super small and soft, making her a friend to everyone and an excellent nap time snuggle buddy.<br /><br /><p style="text-align:center;"><img class="imageStyle" alt="Indy pup crop" width="637" height="523" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry11-indy-pup-crop.jpg" /><br /></p><p style="text-align:left;"><br />Indy was a pain the ass when she was in her puppy days. Doing as puppies do she whimpered constantly, peed on all our rugs, and chewed through most of my socks, underwear, books, and sandles, and was often escaping from the yard to chase cars and get lost in the neighborhood. There were at least two occasions where she got picked up by the local dog pound. She made up for it in adorableness and I guess we forgave her for teaching us to be less attached to stuff, and more responsible for animals that don&rsquo;t know any better.<br /><br />A wild thing about Indy is that she was <a href="http://www.isna.org/faq/what_is_intersex" rel="external">intersex</a>. That&rsquo;s right. My dog had male and female parts. While she never would have been able to successfully reproduce, she had a vagina <em>and </em>balls.  It sounds crazy, but it&rsquo;s true. She actually parted ways with the testicles when we brought her to get neutered. The vet intended to remove ovaries that she ultimately didn&rsquo;t have, and I guess figured they might as well remove her internal testicles to make the surgery worth it?  Anyway, it makes for a good story.<br /><br />I moved out of the house when I was 18, but was back every now and again for school breaks and holidays, and lived at home over two separate transitional phases in my 20s. Indy was a huge help to me at some of my loneliest times. I can remember how she would hear my crying (on occasion screaming) and come sit with me. She also liked to lick tears, b/c they are salty and taste awesome to dogs. I think that as pack animals, especially certain breeds, dogs look out for those they consider to be their own. I don&rsquo;t tend to anthropomorphize, but I suppose I perceived Indy&rsquo;s presence during these times as empathic. And I am grateful to have had her comforting canine companionship, as it was most needed.<br /><br />There is a lovely, wooded nature preserve on the Connecticut River that is a short drive from my childhood home. We brought Indy there since puppyhood, so she could run freely, chase squirrels, swim in the river, and poop without consequence. Indiana <em>loved</em> those woods. It brought out her wildness, and seemed to be her favorite place. I would take her trail-running there, and until she about about 10 or 11 she could run two laps in the time it would take me to run one. In her older years, runs transitioned into slower walks. She could no longer chase woodland creatures, mostly &lsquo;cause she couldn&rsquo;t see or hear them. But she still perked up to be out among the trees.<br /><br />August 1st was Indy&rsquo;s last day. I wasn&rsquo;t with her, but my Mom took her for her last walk in the woods and fed her a bowl of ice cream, one of the many human treats she loved so well. She left us quietly and peacefully, and with so many happy memories.  I imagine you running freely, catching your first squirrel, and sneaking treats from the dinner table without reprimand, in doggie spirit land!  We will miss you, Booja-loo.<br /><br /></p><p style="text-align:center;"><img class="imageStyle" alt="Indy" width="888" height="590" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry11-indy.jpg" /><br /></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>wild&#x2c; ephemeral edibles.</title><dc:creator>Ali</dc:creator><dc:subject>writings&#x26;images.</dc:subject><dc:date>2014-04-27T17:06:17-04:00</dc:date><link>http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/9dec596f79ba8eca4049c8af139a8e33-8.html#unique-entry-id-8</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/9dec596f79ba8eca4049c8af139a8e33-8.html#unique-entry-id-8</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img id="load" src="%resource(colorcrop3.jpg)%">
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&ldquo;<span style="font:12px HiraMinPro-W6; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">It is in vain to dream of a wildness distant from ourselves. There is none such.&rdquo;<br />--Thoreau<br /></span><br />A Sunday at <a href="https://www.stonebarnscenter.org/" rel="external">Stone Barns</a> is a delight. For those unfamiliar, it is a peaceful farm & sustainable ag center, with wild & cultivated land, in the hills of southern Westchester county (basically, paradise for me).  The day was full of blue skies, fluffy, rolling clouds, really good coffees and chocolate confections,  wild edible walks, and book shopping!  I picked up one guide on foraging in the Northeast and another on medicinal herbs!  Expect to find me rummaging about in wooded areas and disturbed roadsides spots for the next few weeks, putting new learning to good use; followed by kitchen preparations. Here&rsquo;s some of what I saw and sampled today...<br /><p style="text-align:center;"><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-04-27 13.48.57" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry8-2014-04-27-13.48.57.jpg" /><br />Lamium, or henbit, not to be confused with purple dead nettle (though, they are both edible) can be enjoyed raw or cooked.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-04-27 13.49.40" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry8-2014-04-27-13.49.40.jpg" /><br />Stinging nettle (which Gregory Crawford, once taught me how to harvest without getting stung) can be dried for teas; or used fresh and blanched for delightful pestos.  It&rsquo;s a super food!<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-04-27 13.25.17" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry8-2014-04-27-13.25.17-2.jpg" /><br />Not edible, however beautiful. Virginia bluebells.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-04-27 13.16.52" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry8-2014-04-27-13.16.52.jpg" /><br />Empty, with just a small hole on one side, found on a wooded pathway.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-04-27 14.11.52" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry8-2014-04-27-14.11.52.jpg" /><br />Redbud or forest pansy; when those little pink buds flower in a few days, they can be used as a snack, garnish, or stir-fry treat.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-04-27 13.57.41" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry8-2014-04-27-13.57.41.jpg" /><br />Non-native, periwinkle blossom.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-04-27 14.05.49" width="410" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry8-2014-04-27-14.05.49.jpg" /><br />Super delicious, non-native Japanese knotweed.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-04-27 14.14.01" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry8-2014-04-27-14.14.01.jpg" /><br />Mugwort! Use as a seasoning, or a tea for recalling your dreams, relaxing your muscles, aiding digestion.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-04-27 14.02.15" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry8-2014-04-27-14.02.15.jpg" /><br />This pollinator lost her way on a stone wall. Honey bees are super important.  <a href="http://www.nrdc.org/wildlife/animals/files/bees.pdf" rel="external">Edify yourself</a>. And <a href="http://www.vanishingbees.com/" rel="external">some more</a>.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-04-27 13.38.21" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry8-2014-04-27-13.38.21.jpg" /><br />Lovely, colorful apiary.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-04-27 14.16.26" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry8-2014-04-27-14.16.26-2.jpg" /><br />Sassafras flowers are delicious.  Harvest the roots in the fall for teas and tinctures.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-04-27 13.30.30" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry8-2014-04-27-13.30.30.jpg" /><br />Wild ramps!  Harvest with care, difficult to re-establish.<br /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-04-27 13.57.31" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry8-2014-04-27-13.57.31.jpg" /><br />Lesser celandine (left, yellow flower) should be harvested before it flowers. Viola (right, purple flower) is an edible blossom.<br /></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>bring on the spring.</title><dc:creator>Ali</dc:creator><dc:subject>writings&#x26;images.</dc:subject><dc:date>2014-04-02T20:46:21-04:00</dc:date><link>http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/566e36e6548d1bc2a28207ae325a836c-7.html#unique-entry-id-7</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/566e36e6548d1bc2a28207ae325a836c-7.html#unique-entry-id-7</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:12px HiraMinPro-W6; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">&ldquo;Don&rsquo;t fight forces, use them.&rdquo;<br /></span><span style="font:12px &#34;Hiragino Mincho Pro&#34;,&#34;ヒラギノ明朝 Pro W3&#34;, &#34;平成明朝&#34;,&#34;HeiseiMincho&#34;,&#34;ＭＳ Ｐ明朝&#34;,&#34;MS PMincho&#34;, serif; ">-R. Buckminster Fuller</span><br /><p style="text-align:center;"><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="2014-03-23 18.49.14" width="922" height="615" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry7-2014-03-23-18.49.14.jpg" /><br /><br /></p><p style="text-align:left;">I seeded mexican sunflowers (<em>Tithonia diversifolia</em><span style="font-size:13px; "><em>) </em></span>back in the late fall.  Not the time of year to seed, but I was feeling all adventurously experimental with the surge of October. Everything else I seeded then became food for aphids and eventually went the way of the compost pile.  But these sunflowers are sproutin&rsquo; up something beautiful. And just in time for spring!<br /><br />Though, I never welcome this time of year. Historically, the spring transition is rough for me.  For a period of years in my life, spring time was the time when everything fell apart. Jobs, relationships, my general sense of well-being. It didn&rsquo;t happen every year, but I swear there was a jag of like 5 when that was the case.<br /><br />Perhaps spring is just the counter-balance to my autumn, when I tend feel more elated, inspired, open to new possibles, new people. Maybe it&rsquo;s because I&rsquo;m an Aquarian and I just dig how the winter allows space for my dreamy, thoughtful, independent alone times (and bread-baking, and cosmetic-making, and other things I do in my kitchen when it&rsquo;s cold). And maybe it&rsquo;s because spring always rages in like a storm, trampling my carefully cultivated sense of ease, to remind that shit needs to start moving again.<br /><br />Said rage is proving to be challenging so far.  I&rsquo;ve spent the first two weeks of this season working, exercising, and sleeping. I imagine the next few weeks are going to be similar. I welcome the challenges, because I love my work and I am learning new things about myself every day.  Like that it&rsquo;s hard to manage large groups of people; and that managing large groups of people is also hilarious. And it&rsquo;s calming to be welcoming challenges, and not feeling stagnated or paralyzed by them, as I have in the past.<br /><br />So spring 2014 can bring it with all her might!  As the nerdy, Bucky Fuller lover that I am, the quotation above is my mantra until at least mid-June. And by then it will be ocean-swimming time!  Which is a wonderful time. Here&rsquo;s to putting contrarian forces to good use this lovely spring, as a means to cultivating something better; and potentially something awesome. Happy spring! Love, A.<br /></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>living out loud&#x2c; or why Cill is awesome.</title><dc:creator>Ali</dc:creator><dc:subject>writings&#x26;images.</dc:subject><dc:date>2014-03-03T21:41:28-05:00</dc:date><link>http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/living%20out%20loud.html#unique-entry-id-6</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/living%20out%20loud.html#unique-entry-id-6</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img id="load" src="%resource(colorcrop3.jpg)%">
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<hr>  <br /><br />Cill is awesome. I have been meaning to write this so as to facilitate inspiration for her as she works on her many creative pursuits (like <a href="http://vimeo.com/33609698" rel="external">this one</a>). &lsquo;Cause obviously happy tiding posts written by me are the best means for her to accomplish that.  I&rsquo;ve also wanted to write it as a tribute to her and all the fun experiences we&rsquo;ve had together.<br /><br />Cill lives in Brazil, or so says her blog, <a href="http://deepthoughtswithcillinbrazil.blogspot.com/" rel="external">deep thoughts with cill in brazil</a>.  But I know that it&rsquo;s true because I have visited her there.  We made pumpkin pie and went to Pilates together, because we are American. Americans do whatever they want when they go to Brazil. Cill showed me this was true by taking me on adventures to parks where we drank out of coconuts. She also showed me this was true when we went to beach. At the beach, we sat in chairs (not in the dirty sand) at a civilized table, with an umbrella, where waiters brought us caipirinhas and we were surrounded by feral dogs! But maybe this is a better example of how Brazilians do whatever they want, and we were stoked to be &ldquo;soaking up&rdquo; the culture.<br /><br />Another thing Cill has taught me is how to &ldquo;live out loud.&rdquo;  We first discovered this many years ago, when we were both living in Harlem.  Back then, we would hang out on her then-boyfriend/now-husband&rsquo;s couch and drink diet cokes, watch bad television and smoke cigarettes. Sometimes we would make vegetarian meals for then-boyfriend/now-husband before he got home from work.  Mostly, we would make videos of ourselves &ldquo;acting&rdquo; that were not funny or relevant to anyone other than us. We thought we were living out loud then. When I visited in her Brazil, I realized that we really didn&rsquo;t understand how to live out loud until we were choking down roasted corn and cheap beer (on the beach!), getting hit-on by 19-year old Brazilian dudes from Minas Gerais, with ocean-swims laced throughout.  That is legit living out loud.<br /><br />Lately, Cill has been setting goals for herself.  I think this is awesome because I have always been pretty terrible at mustering up the courage to actually set a goal.  So like, mad props to you, Cill. Lately as well, I have been working from home as it&rsquo;s been snowing all the time and driving in a blizzard to the farm through the treachery of Brooklyn industry followed by Queens suburbia is just not worth it. Cill calls me on these days we video-chat. She updates me on the progress of her goals, like how she is quitting diet coke, staying up all night to write plays, and becoming super awesome at speaking Portuguese. Tudo bom, Cill!  I update her on how when I work from home, alls I can accomplish is maybe writing three emails and making chocolate mousse or baking cupcakes.  Which to be fair, are mildly awesome accomplishments, but are also examples of how I can&rsquo;t get any work done at home. Cill can, which rules.  <br /><br />Another amazing thing about Cill is that she surrounds herself with good company. Her dog, husband, and Brazilian friends are pretty solid examples of this. Tenaby is a lover and a fighter (he spent twelve days missing on the mean streets of NYC in December one year&hellip;and he lived).  He doesn&rsquo;t mind that I make up songs about him that are insulting, and is always down for a little rough-housing or cuddling--whichever the situation calls for. Mad respect for this dog. And for Cill, &lsquo;cause like she picked him out.<br /><br />Cill&rsquo;s husband is German and regularly complains about how &ldquo;U.S. Americans&rdquo; and &ldquo;South Americans&rdquo;, while having entirely different lifestyles from one another, pretty much can&rsquo;t get anything right. Perhaps, he has settled on the opinion that South Americans make delicious sucos from fresh fruits (which they do). Maybe he could be persuaded to admit that at least one U.S. American (me) makes really delish preserved fruit spreads.  I know this to be true; because whenever I speak with him he asks me to stop doing whatever I am doing and &ldquo;get my ass into the kitchen to make him some more jam&rdquo;. Potentially, this serves as an example of how he is kind of a jerk. But rather I need you to trust me that he is an incredible and dear soul who makes me laugh harder than most humans. And that aside from the above examples, according to him, Americans from both hemispheres don&rsquo;t have an F-in clue how to best enjoy life.  But he married an American, so we don&rsquo;t listen to him anyway. We just like him and that he is married to Cill.<br /><br />Finally, on to Cill&rsquo;s Brazilian friends. I don&rsquo;t really know them all that well. I met one of them, who is a chef and works at this <a href="http://www.teakettle.com.br/" rel="external">tea house</a> in their neighborhood(that serves delicious food and the most delicate teas I have ever sampled).  He only met me once and we didn&rsquo;t really converse, other than a cordial introduction. But I guess that was enough. Because without a wink of hesitation he recently agreed that we should all move to Detroit and open a place that teaches kids how to grow berries and make food from scratch (mostly jam & cracker sandwiches) and that it should be called Cracker Bitches.  Need I say, more?<br /><br />So because of all this good company-keeping, goal attaining, second-language speaking, living out loudness, Cill is awesome. I hope she is having a beautiful day on the opposite side of the planet and that when she reads this, she laughs until she snorts or pees&hellip;<br /> <br />BTW, I just talked to Cill and she told me that her wifi is spotty because she is in the jungle.  Like I said, livin&rsquo; out LOUD.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="P3242093" width="548" height="730" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry6-p3242093.jpg" /><br />Cill, Mark, and the winding streets of Sao Paulo.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="P3262107" width="730" height="548" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry6-p3262107.jpg" /><br />Tenaby.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="P3242094" width="1095" height="821" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry6-p3242094.jpg" /><br />Visiting Cill meant I got to take photos of rad graffiti.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="P3272127" width="640" height="480" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry6-p3272127.jpg" /><br />A Cill and a German.<br /><br />]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>detroit eyes.</title><dc:creator>Ali</dc:creator><dc:subject>writings&#x26;images.</dc:subject><dc:date>2014-02-26T19:31:06-05:00</dc:date><link>http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/detroit%20eyes.html#unique-entry-id-5</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/detroit%20eyes.html#unique-entry-id-5</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img id="load" src="%resource(colorcrop3.jpg)%">
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<hr>  <br />I returned from Detroit on Saturday evening!  I was sad to leave Greg & Maina, and even sadder to depart from the fascinatingly preserved history, decaying architecture, and as I predict, soon-to-be-rampant development and change of the Motor City. While driving around, I saw with every other building, empty lot, smiling face, urban farm, and new renovation--so much possibility.<br /><br />Greg and Maina have a beautiful house, from the early 1900s that they purchased in last October&rsquo;s foreclosure auction.  We spent a little time cleaning, prepping and staging trash, and hauling stuff to the <a href="http://www.recyclehere.net/" rel="external">local recycler</a>. I think I spent the most time taking photos of the antique <em>piles of stuff</em> in their home, and pouring through old documents and personal effects of the previous, and now deceased owner. Treasure hunting of a sort. Except the treasure was when I figured out her maiden name and that she was previously married!<br /><br />We had other adventures which included salvaging windows and miscellany from a soon to be demolished house, purchasing bikes from an abandoned warehouse on the side of the road, pushing my rental car out of the snow on several occasions, and attending networking events with excitable Detroit entrepreneurs. Much time was also devoted to the quest for good coffee which is hard to come by with Greg&rsquo;s PNW taste buds. Although the lavender latte I sampled at <a href="http://www.greatlakescoffee.com/" rel="external">Great Lakes</a> was pretty baller, I have to say.<br /><br />I had the additional adventure of lunch with my never-met relatives in the slightly northern suburbs. It was a unique experience to meet people that look like you and your father and his family, and share stories of deceased relatives and all the funny things they used to say when living in Detroit, back in the day. I think my favorite part though, was when my father&rsquo;s cousin boldly reassured us all that, &ldquo;the youth will save Detroit!&rdquo;.  <br /><br />I want to write more, but would rather gush about it in person, because I truly love this city. The history, controversy and social struggles of the place are so fascinating to me. On returning to Brooklyn, I see everything with changed, Detroit eyes. I wonder what my block would look like if lots were vacant and only a 1/4 of the homes were occupied. Would people smile here they way they do in Detroit if there was more open space? I used to be kind of turned off by the decaying industry of Brooklyn--finding it old, ugly, dirty and lacking beauty.  But I&rsquo;m looking at it with changed perspective now. It also feels way too crowded in comparison. And here I was thinking that Brooklyn was so fresh and airy compared with Manhattan.  What foolishness!<br /><br />Take a look at pictures, ask me questions.  Detroit is in my blood, as my father and most of his family began their lives or still live there. I came across a little pin for sale at the Detroit Historical Museum that read &ldquo;I am Detroit&rdquo;. It felt it  too soon to buy and wear it, since I&rsquo;m still getting acquainted with the city, its energies, and peoples. But I dig it all the same.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="263 Bethune Castle" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-263-bethune-castle.jpg" /><br />Greg & Maina&rsquo;s house, February 2014.		<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140218_0202" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140218_0202.jpg" /><br />G & M&rsquo;s house, when it wasn&rsquo;t their house, 1950s???<br />			<br /> <img class="imageStyle" alt="20140218_0209" width="820" height="1230" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140218_0209-2.jpg" /><br />Rad dress found inside the house.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140215_0010" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140215_0010.jpg" /><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140215_0006" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140215_0006.jpg" /><br />House treasures.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140218_0206" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140218_0206.jpg" /><br />One of many remnants of former vacuum cleaners.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140215_0007" width="1229" height="820" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140215_0007.jpg" /><br />All the unsavables from the kitchen, staged for eventual dumpsters.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140218_0204" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140218_0204.jpg" /><br />Prima cleans her house!<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140215_0014" width="1229" height="820" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140215_0014.jpg" /><br />Irony.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140218_0214" width="820" height="1230" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140218_0214.jpg" /><br />Abandoned home across the street.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140218_0219" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140218_0219-2.jpg" /><br />Cool sign, Michigan Ave.<br /><br />,<img class="imageStyle" alt="20140218_0237" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140218_0237.jpg" /> <br />Deconstructed, reconstructed pile of house. <br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140218_0226" width="820" height="1230" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140218_0226.jpg" /><br />Maina inside deconstructed/reconstructed pile of house.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140218_0227" width="820" height="1230" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140218_0227.jpg" /><br /><a href="http://www.freep.com/article/20131226/NEWS01/312260030/Detroit-Michigan-Central-Station-depot-100th-anniversary-1913-open" rel="external">Michigan Central Station</a>.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140219_0186" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140219_0186.jpg" /><br />Belle Isle is hella beautiful. That&rsquo;s Canada on the left (south side), Detroit on the right (north side)!<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140220_0168" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140220_0168.jpg" /><br />Detroit Historical Museum is cool.<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140220_0181" width="615" height="410" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140220_0181-2.jpg" /><br />Motown sound!<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140220_0175" width="820" height="1230" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140220_0175.jpg" /><br />Iggy!<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140220_0176" width="820" height="1230" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140220_0176.jpg" /><br />Seger!<br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="20140222_0256" width="820" height="1230" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry5-20140222_0256.jpg" /><br />Greg, Prima, and the big, blue wall.]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>fall 2013.</title><dc:creator>Ali</dc:creator><dc:subject>writings&#x26;images.</dc:subject><dc:date>2013-09-15T17:15:19-04:00</dc:date><link>http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/social%20working%20in%20brownsville.html#unique-entry-id-4</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/social%20working%20in%20brownsville.html#unique-entry-id-4</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img id="load" src="%resource(colorcrop3.jpg)%">
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<hr>  <strong><br /></strong><span style="font:12px HiraMinPro-W6; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">"If ever there were one person that is able to conquer the impossible, it is you.&rdquo;</span><strong><br /></strong><strong><br /></strong>Last autumn, I was working as a supervisor for five&nbsp;social work graduate students.&nbsp; We were assigned to a failing public middle school in Brownsville, Brooklyn, arguably one of the&nbsp;toughest and most violent neighborhoods in the&nbsp;country.&nbsp;<br /><br />The role of the supervisor in social work, as I grew to better understand, is multi-faceted.&nbsp; You&rsquo;re expected to be a teacher, an example of the profession, a soother of fears and provider of expectations for people who frankly, don&rsquo;t know what the hell they&rsquo;re doing.&nbsp; They are often so painfully aware of it, they look to you for reassurance just to get through the day.&nbsp; In addition to this you are also a boss, which can mean having to get very real with people and call them out when they&rsquo;re acting like assholes.&nbsp; And let&rsquo;s be honest, even in the healthiest of workplaces with the best staff and resources, there is always the occasional dose of people acting like assholes.&nbsp;<br /><br />In addition to supervising, I was managing my own workload.&nbsp; This included gathering monthly statistics to demonstrate whether our interventions were having an impact.&nbsp; These numbers were reported to foundations and other city agencies, and thusly used to maintain our funding and my salary.&nbsp; Such a funding structure and subsequent deliverables is hardly atypical of a non-profit social service setting.&nbsp; And these numbers are practical to help determine if the service you are providing is useful, and actually working.&nbsp; However, my agency was stretched beyond thin.&nbsp; Our programs were designed to meet the needs of up to 100 clients within any given school.&nbsp; That itself is not entirely over-ambitious, if you are staffed with a team of social workers.&nbsp; But this agency utilized interns as if they were full-time, seasoned social workers.&nbsp; When the fact is they were unpaid, working 3-days a week, and often doing this type of the work for the first time.<br /><br />As mentioned earlier, all of this was taking place in Brownsville. For those unfamiliar, here are some good reads to bring you up to speed:<br /><br /><ul class="disc"><li>For&nbsp;<a href="http://lightbox.time.com/2012/01/31/brownsville-brooklyn/#1" rel="external">context&nbsp;on the community</a>, with photos and personal stories</li><li>A more recent piece exploring&nbsp;<a href="http://www.theguardian.com/world/2013/sep/14/new-york-tale-of-two-cities" rel="external">racial and class disparity</a>&nbsp;as compared with more privileged neighborhoods</li><li>On a <a href="http://www.thenation.com/article/173886/resurrecting-brownsville?page=0,1" rel="external">proposed plan</a> for  community revitalization and the &ldquo;resurrection of Brownsville&rdquo;</li></ul>
<br />Part of getting used to this job, was squashing the anxiety of spending hours in this community every day.&nbsp; Over the year, I gained tremendous empathy for those who actually live there; and due to a variety of barriers, cannot leave. &nbsp;Our clients were one of the neediest groups of kids I had ever worked with. &nbsp;Which is especially hard to stomach when you know how different it is for kids and families who live just a neighborhood or two away.<br /><br />In our school, of only about 170 kids, there were no white children.&nbsp; We had a host of students in 8th grade for the third time, gang tags peppering the stairwells, clients with siblings or parents in prison, and the ever-present rumination that someone, a child, may have brought a gun into school that day.&nbsp; Just earlier this month, about 3 blocks from our school, a toddler was shot and killed in the early evening.&nbsp; The gunman was aiming for his 22-year old father, reportedly in retaliation for a shooting in 2012.&nbsp; The housing project where dad and baby lived is the same project where many of my clients lived, and where we did many of our home visits.<br /><br />Due to the combination of all these factors, it was hard to feel like I was doing a good job.&nbsp; For the clients or my interns. It became clear why the rate of burnout is so high in the social work field.&nbsp; It&rsquo;s easy to feel like you&rsquo;re not having an impact, when so little progress occurs and so much pain exists. It&rsquo;s hard to find room for hope or happiness--amidst generational substance abuse, joblessness, families caught in the cycle of homelessness, ongoing coordination with the Administration for Children&rsquo;s Services, and violence in the community. I felt glad to be there during the day, because I truly didn&rsquo;t want to imagine what it&rsquo;s like to be there at night.<br /><br />My interns, as green grad students, were fortunately optimistic, less jaded than I.&nbsp; They were hungry to soak-up theory, therapeutic techniques, and engage in deep conversation about the injustices of poverty and the criminal justice system.&nbsp; They wanted to make it better for our clients and for Brownsville, as a place.&nbsp; They did make me feel like at least I could do some good, navigating them through this landscape.<br /><br />And, as green grad students, they were desperately seeking support. They were learning how to maintain strength when facing the suffering, poverty, pain, and mental distress of other people.&nbsp; They were also learning that when you do this work, it often brings up a lot of your own pain and mental distress.&nbsp; Sitting in a room hearing about someone else&rsquo;s suffering can bring old wounds to the surface. And it takes practice to keep your own shit from coming up when social-working.&nbsp; Some days I found myself comforting crying interns, more than crying clients.&nbsp; And while I was teaching them how to face their own demons for the therapeutic benefit of the client, I was struggling to keep myself in check.<br /><br />Needless to say, I was not initially confident in this role. Granted, part of this was due to being immensely over-tasked by the agency I was working for.&nbsp; And further, as a mildly Type-A, obsessively harsh, self-critical person, I am not easily satisfied with my performance.&nbsp; I am usually pushing myself harder when I am most in need of break.<br /><br />I would dart around the school building all day, between meetings with parents or teachers (who were either crying, violently yelling or barely speaking at all), impromptu sessions with mildly psychotic students, cafeteria duty, and weekly supervision with interns (an hour and half per intern, each week).&nbsp; Somehow, I also found time check emails, sign-off on paperwork, meet with our principal and write reports. I was completely exhausted by 4:30. &nbsp;At the time, in the midst of this activity, my internal self-talk was endlessly critical.&nbsp; I was in an ongoing battle with myself of &ldquo;not good enough.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /><br />This let up to some degree, as the months rolled on and I got more comfortable with the school, my surroundings, and my interns.&nbsp; But the nature of the neighborhood meant the intensity of the need never died down.&nbsp; And while I got better at handling some things, as I got to know our clients better, I was faced almost daily with new and difficult challenges.<br /><br />In the spring, I came across a job opportunity.&nbsp; Wildly different, the opening was for the Director of Education at a non-profit, working farm and interpretive museum.&nbsp; Having a strong desire to get into the field of agriculture, I applied, interviewed and was offered the job in early June.&nbsp; I now get to blend my experiences in education and social service with my passion for farms, food, and sustainable agriculture.&nbsp; Our programs serve children from all five boroughs in NYC, introducing them to a working farm, unlike any other place in the city.&nbsp;&nbsp; It&rsquo;s been like a dream for me, to be acculturated into these 47 acres and feel so blessed to finally being doing what I love.&nbsp; I feel very much like I am doing my&nbsp;work, and not just showing up for a&nbsp;job.&nbsp; Which is a quest I have been after, pretty much since I graduated from college.<br /><br />It was certainly a boost to my sense of &ldquo;not good enough&rdquo;.&nbsp; But of course, as the brain has tendency to fire in the habitual pathways, my inner critic found her voice.&nbsp; She (we&rsquo;ll call her voice A) laid on the guilt trip about my departure from social work, from Brownsville, from a new crop of interns, and from the families I had met and built relationships with over the past 10 months.&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /><br />My less-critical inner voice (voice B) told me that in my new work, there would still be a place for my service. And, perhaps as a way to prove this voice A, I made a concerted effort to arrange for my former colleagues to bring the kids from Brownsville to the farm for a field trip in late November.&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /><br />Upon discussing the conflict of my inner voices with a friend, he wisely pointed out that I might actually have a greater impact through my work at the farm.&nbsp; By providing a program to hundreds of kids each day, rather than the mere 50 families I served in Brownsville, I would provide a needed service to a larger audience.&nbsp; I can now play a role in creating lasting memories of what it&rsquo;s like to feed a goat, touch the soil, and learn about where our food comes from.&nbsp; As these new neural pathways have been forming in my brain, I can see how broad the possibilities are for continued service and even social work in some form in my new position.&nbsp;<br /><br />About two weeks ago, I reached out to my former interns via email. I sent them some words of encouragement upon beginning their second year of graduate work.&nbsp; One wrote back (in response to my expressions of doubt at my new challenges):<br /><br />"If ever there were one person that is able to conquer the impossible, it is you."&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /><br />It struck me at first as hyperbolic.&nbsp; Then upon reflection, I began to feel differently.&nbsp; I knew that she meant what she said&mdash;that after seeing me work my ass off all year sometimes in egregiously tough conditions, she really thought I could do anything!&nbsp; I found her words to be an important reminder about maintaining self-awareness of the impact&nbsp;we have,&nbsp;and the impressions we leave on others.&nbsp; It was also a cue to keep my self-talk more positive.&nbsp; That I need to remember and honor all the things that I am&nbsp;doing.&nbsp; That despite all the nagging from voice A, my work has an&nbsp;impact.&nbsp; &nbsp;My intern&rsquo;s words will serve as my proof!<br /><br />I won&rsquo;t be able to stay in touch with all the kids that I worked with last year.&nbsp; And I am sure that I will lose touch with former interns and colleagues as times wears on, and life gets in the way.&nbsp; But, it makes me smile to consider how the strength that I began building, in myself, my staff, and my clients, will continue to build.&nbsp;&nbsp; I think it&rsquo;s important to be mindful of how far our work spreads beyond the moment, and lays a foundation for how the future unfolds for us, and for others.&nbsp;&nbsp;]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>autumnal moons bring projects galore.</title><dc:creator>Ali</dc:creator><dc:subject>writings&#x26;images.</dc:subject><dc:date>2013-10-30T17:14:47-04:00</dc:date><link>http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/autumn%20moons.html#unique-entry-id-3</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/autumn%20moons.html#unique-entry-id-3</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img id="load" src="%resource(colorcrop3.jpg)%">
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<hr>  <br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="moon tree" width="558" height="394" src="http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/page0_blog_entry3-moon-tree.jpg" /><br /><br />One of the reasons I heart fall is that I get a burst of inspiration as soon as the weather shifts. &nbsp; A sense of anticipation builds in my entire spirit, when the mornings become crisp and everything planted in the ground fades into various shades of burnt orange, bright red, and stunning yellow. &nbsp;Paying no mind to the winter approaching, or perhaps in preparation, I usually get a lot done in the fall.&nbsp;<br /><br />I think it has something to do with years of formal schooling. &nbsp; As a younger me, September/October meant new school years, new friends, new faces, and frequently a new school (I think I attended 5, in 5 different towns over the course of about 12 years). &nbsp;My mind & body associate the seasonal shift with a heightened awareness, and this has not changed despite being out of school for some years. With the arrival of 2013's fall, I have jumped into a handful of new projects. &nbsp;Some have a defined end-point, some are hands-on. &nbsp;Others are more long-term, still floating in the ether, yet germinate or begin to put down roots. &nbsp;Others aren't my projects at all, but things I am excited about and hoping to become a part of. &nbsp;Here's what's on the immediate list:<br /><br /><ul class="disc"><li>hiking solo! I solo-hiked Storm King Mountain two weekends ago. &nbsp;Really made me want to explore more of the local spots along the Hudson. &nbsp;I find it refreshing to climb around in the wilderness by myself. &nbsp;Other than swimming, it's the best way to clear my head and make room for new ideas.</li></ul><br /><ul class="disc"><li>reupholtsering stuff!&nbsp;&nbsp;my desk chair at home was suffering from crappy faux-leather falling-apart syndrome. &nbsp;I purchased several yards of funky fabric on clearance from ikea. &nbsp;Having borrowed a staple gun from work, I am in the midst of having a newly upholstered desk chair!</li></ul><br /><ul class="disc"><li>kombucha brewing & scoby-sharing workshop! &nbsp;I brew kombucha on the regular, and my scoby (or mother, as it is also called) has gotten huge! &nbsp;Me thinks it's time to have a little workshop, teaching the how-to of brewing effervescent, fermented tea AND sharing this mother with other folks. &nbsp;I haven't decided yet if this will take place at home, at the Farm, or in some kind of freeschool setting, like the&nbsp;Brooklyn Brainery.&nbsp; I welcome your ideas, esp. if you want to learn how to make kombucha.</li></ul><br /><ul class="disc"><li>seed starting!&nbsp;I suppose it's entirely the wrong season, but my apartment windows are south-facing, and my kitchen is in need of fresh herbs. &nbsp;With the help of the Brooklyn Botanical Garden one-page seed starting guide, &nbsp;I planted borage, several types of basil, cilantro, and some flowers seeds in an egg carton. &nbsp;They are growing into lovely seedlings and have been transplanted into window boxes already!</li></ul><br /><ul class="disc"><li>Greg & Maina bought a house in Detroit!&nbsp;&nbsp;I am so happy for my friends. &nbsp;The structure, surrounding land and neighborhood are incredible, and it's really exciting to see something years in the making take off. &nbsp;I was last in the company of G & M in October 2011. &nbsp;We joked then about sticking around in Detroit before we made our way to Chicago, and then eventually parted ways. &nbsp;I look forward to rejoining them soon for a visit to the Motor City, and to assist them in diving into this exciting new venture.</li></ul><br />This is what's on the map for now, outside of working at the Farm, and my other new found interest--running! &nbsp;Who knew this fish had legs?!? &nbsp;I've been doing more regular 5-miles jogs and am building an endurance I never thought possible. &nbsp;Stop me if I start talking crazy about marathons or anything involving real distance. &nbsp;My joints are likely not fit for such things. &nbsp;More soon...love, A.<br />]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>2014.</title><dc:creator>Ali</dc:creator><dc:subject>writings&#x26;images.</dc:subject><dc:date>2014-01-04T16:11:19-05:00</dc:date><link>http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/2014.html#unique-entry-id-0</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.aliabate.com/page0/files/2014.html#unique-entry-id-0</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img id="load" src="%resource(colorcrop3.jpg)%">
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<hr>  <strong><br /></strong><span style="font:12px HiraMinPro-W6; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">"And above all, watch with&nbsp;glittering eyes the whole world around you&nbsp;because the&nbsp;greatest secrets&nbsp;are always hidden in the&nbsp;most unlikely places.&nbsp;Those who don't believe in magic will never find it."</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">
</span><span style="font:12px &#34;Hiragino Mincho Pro&#34;,&#34;ヒラギノ明朝 Pro W3&#34;, &#34;平成明朝&#34;,&#34;HeiseiMincho&#34;,&#34;ＭＳ Ｐ明朝&#34;,&#34;MS PMincho&#34;, serif; ">-&nbsp;Roald&nbsp;Dahl<br /></span><br />Of the various Listservs I subscribe to, a common theme of late was the end of year/beginning of year, inspirationally-quote heavy emails. &nbsp;Some, asking for donations, but most were just sharing hopes for another year filled with abundance, adaptive change, facing new challenges with courage, etc. &nbsp;I suppose this is because many of these Listservs focus on educating the next generation, designing systems for positive social change, growing food to feed us all--you know, the hopeful, new-agey shit that I like to read. &nbsp;The quote above was the central message of one of these, specifically in regard to children and outdoor education. &nbsp;I'm kind of in love with it, so I decided to share it. &nbsp;A little reminder to keep those glittering eyes open for the unexpected developments 2014 is sure to hold.<br /><br />I had intentions to write something at Thanksgiving, and again before or around Christmas. &nbsp;But November and December were surprisingly busier than expected. &nbsp;My "free" time was better spent sleeping, watching crap on Netflix, listening to podcasts, trying very hard to get better at african dance, making new jam recipes, seeing old friends, and hanging with family. &nbsp;That being the case, I can say it was time well&nbsp;spent. &nbsp;I took some amazing naps, watched yet another Nirvana documentary (and one about NWA, and another about an all-black punk band from Detroit), finally listened to ALL of&nbsp;<a href="http://www.nytimes.com/2008/01/16/books/16grimes.html?fta=y" rel="external">Gang Leader for a Day</a>&nbsp;(which I recommend, highly), practiced my core-to-hip connection with Congolese drumming, canned a&nbsp;baller&nbsp;version of ginger-pear marmalade with a hot peppers, stayed up too late enjoying the comfort of decade-long friendships, celebrated a happy engagement of a close friend,&nbsp;had several amazing family meals and Hank Williams sing-alongs (complete with guitars and yodeling as&nbsp;accompaniment),&nbsp;and finally,&nbsp;convinced my niece that the most fun you can have&nbsp;in life&nbsp;is running around in circles on&nbsp;piggy-bank whilst singing ridiculous songs, not unlike a character from Looney Tunes. &nbsp;<br /><br />I didn't get a whole lot of writing done. &nbsp;But I enjoyed time spent with myself and others, and I have so much gratitude for that. &nbsp;I am thinking of 2014 as a year for acceptance. &nbsp;Acceptance of the areas of my life that are full, as well as the ones that less full. &nbsp;Opening my heart a little more to feelings of vulnerability and letting them be, instead of running away to hide. &nbsp;This is somewhat of a vague, conceptual resolution. &nbsp;On new year's day, my sister-in-law and I were discussing the importance of setting resolutions that--in keeping with motivational change theory--are specific, measurable, attainable, relevant, and timely; the good 'ol SMART goals. &nbsp;That way, you increase the likelihood of achieving the change you seek--or so says the evidence. &nbsp;I'll keep working on specifics. &nbsp;But in the meantime, the resolution is out there. &nbsp;Now it's time to get down to making it happen!<br />]]></content:encoded></item></channel>
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